you open youtube and 

listen to one direction, adele or maybe meghan trainor ft charlie puth

those song really cure you in its unique ways

haha

why my life are so tough ?

maybe it is bcoz of ur sin

too many sins

poor me

hm is it crazy when you listen "little things"

and you smile, then laugh.. then.. crying

crazy toh

there is this one time where

you realize 

there are someone out there 

that care for you

loves you

hence please

be strong

"..you never love yourself half as much as I love you,

You never treat yourself right, darling but I want you to

  if I let you know..Im here for you 

maybe you love yourself like I love you.. " - niall